What Happens Next: A Gallimaufry

melancholic romantic comic cynic. bi & genderqueer. fantasy writer. sysrae on ao3.

Anonymous asked: More true story. Not my bff this time. Mine. I was raped. At 12. Dude just grabbed me. I'll never know who it was. I consume a lot of rape fic. It totally is porn. It's not easy for me to get off any other way - doctor says I am fine, that isn't a bad or abnormal survivor thing. Fanfic allows me to control that. It gave me a place to hide while I figured it out. It gives me the ability to pick apart what works and what doesn't in my brain. Now let them compare me to monster that raped me.

You’re not bad or a monster; you’re strong for surviving and putting yourself back together. Lots of survivors have the same response as you, and you shouldn’t have to defend yourself on that count.

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